'My due date's very poignant' Amanda Lamb thinks about the baby she miscarried every day

Amanda Lamb has today opened up about her miscarriage two years ago

AMANDA LAMB has admitted a day never goes by without her thinking about the devastating miscarriage she and husband Sean McGuinness suffered two years ago.

The television presenter has opened up about finding a scan of the baby she lost, whose due date she says is still "very poignant" to her.

 

The 43-year-old, who now has two young daughters with her cameraman spouse, admitted that you can't help blaming yourself when something like that happens.

 

On seeing the black and white photo recently, A Place In The Sun's Amanda commented: "When the scan fell out I thought, 'I wonder if this is Willow or Charlotte?' Then I realised it was a photo of the baby we lost.

"There isn’t a day that goes by when I don’t think, 'what would he or she have been like?' I was due on March 9 and that’s a very poignant day to get through."

 

The TV beauty said she thinks about what happened everyday

 

The brunette beauty revealed that it now helps her to discuss what happened, as you soon realise you're not the only one.

Amanda added: "I felt I’d done something wrong. Was it because I’d had a tiny sip of champagne at a party? Had I been working too much? You blame yourself, but there’s nothing you can do," during the interview with the Daily Mirror's Julie McCaffrey.

 

Amanda has two young daughters with her cameraman spouse

 

Following the loss of her baby in August 2013, Amanda, who was approached by modelling scouts at the age of 21, soon found out she was pregnant for a second time two months later.

 

Amanda's interview coincides with the launch of her new TV series, Flockstars, which kicks off this week.

The stunner latest project sees her get to grips with herding sheep

 

Hosted by Gabby Logan, the programme will see a group of celebrities try to master the art of sheep herding.

Brendan Cole, rapper Fazer, Kelle Bryan, Lee Pearson, Lesley Joseph, Tony Blackburn and Wendi Peters, as well as Amanda, will compete to win the title.

 

Flockstars starts on ITV tomorrow at 8.30pm.